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Nov. 8th, 2009 | 12:09 am

brian got his surgery on his shoulder last wednesday and has been staying with his parents since then so they can take care of him. i miss him a lot. especially since i have been sick with a fluish virus thing and therefore have been home from school and work for the past 3 days and with no one to hang out with. i suppose its for the best, he cant get sick right now and i cant take care of him right now. however it is really strange having these half conversations with him over the phone, hey whats up? how are you? what are you doing? what did you do? what are you doing later? oh okay cool love you bye. i might as well be talking to a stranger. oh well its only for a few more days and hopefully it wont be an issue ever again!

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Aug. 31st, 2009 | 02:25 pm

my birthday was amazing all of my favorite girls came an even lindz and kelsey came down! i was so suprised! maya made me more of her yummy cookies and it went really well . brian got me a cake and waffle fries. on sunday for my actual birthday we slept late since we went to sleep around 3 am the night before. we got up and made a big breakfast then cleaned up a little. brian gave me my gifts, coraline complete with 3-d glasses, tickets for the 2 of us to see the getup kids in worchester since ive always regretted missing them years ago and some beer.  then we went downtown and walked around , watched the yalies scuttle around and got some food at ivy noodle. then we went up to willington pizza and picked up a red potato pizza and drove around the fields of uconn a little bit. then after sunset we got to the drive in where we parked ate our pizza and popcorn and watched halloween 2 which wasn't very good and inglorious bastards which was awesome. im so glad that brian was willing to A) drive up across the state so i could see a couple of movies and eat pizza and B) go out until 2 am on a sunday even though he had to go in early today but didnt say a word about it. hes awesome. my life is cool.

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Aug. 3rd, 2009 | 11:09 pm

my summer of responsibility is over my internship ended for me this morning and from here on out its livin it up for me. not to say that i havent been enjoying myself endlessly anyway.

i went to philly and dc with brian tim and brian p. we hung out with megan, ate veggie cheesesteaks drank beer listened to tunes and talked a lot. we went to the mutter museum where we saw medical oddities of the 19th century. i ate at a sonic! we drove to dc saw lincoln and washington memorials we went to a few smithsonian museams we are amazing chinese food in china town we stayed with rob and went to the red derby. we went record shopping and ate empanadas in a park. we drove through creepy "might as well have been the deep south " parts of maryland and delaware. we got to the ocean and the dogfish head restaurant. we ate onion rings and food and more beers. we drove back to philly and stayed with megan again.

i had a girls night at lori's. kristen and i brought champagne and strawberries. julie made us pomegranate martinis. we talked about life and where we are and where we are going. it was fun and much needed.

cosmic dropout got reeeeaaalll ridiculous. i drank far too much however danced just enough. someone showed up who i had forgotten about and it made me feel really uneasy about things again. i dread the upcoming school year if only for that. i try and tell myself its silly over and over but i keep getting this gut feeling. whatever. i left then a million fights broke out about a million things.

brian and i have been going on little dates, sunday i had to work at 12 so we got up at 10 and bought eggs and bagels and cream cheese and made coffee and made ourselves a homemade brunch. we also walk down to delaneys a lot

spending a lot of time just wandering downtown, appreciating the noodle house, bar pizza and beer all the time, that swanky hotel bar that charged me $9 for a shot...

yesterday wes lori brian and i went to kumo then we just wandered around downtown for a few hours. then we watched independence day.

tomorrow im getting lunch with jill then taking tim out for his surprise birthday dinner at river tavern. im so excited to give him his gift, becasue he used to be a witness he never got to celebrate any holidays so now he gets so excited about giving/getting gifts it really brings back all the fun into it! this is only the 6th time his been able to celebrate his birthday so its kinda like remembering how excited i was for my 6th brithday except he doesn't get mad when someone else breaks the pinata!

my mom and i are leaving for cali thursday morning! wish me luck, alyson and i have already discussed $5 all you can drink champagne breakfasts, our tattoos, cheesy hollywood tours, some serious beach time. all the food we will eat. yessalkjdhflaksjdh

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Jul. 12th, 2009 | 12:23 am

today at work i caught the back of my foot on a door and lots of skin and blood fell off my foot it was awful and hurt a lot. then they cut my hours which i should be bummed about however i live with my boyfriend with a completely oppisite schedule as me so i was just happy i could hang out. when i got out brian and darcy and driggs picked me up and we went to get food at shandlles. i ve never been there before and seriously i want to eat there all the time i will drive to bridgeport all the time. then we came back home and b and i had a serious talk about the future, his going back to school and finding a grad program that possibly wont be around here, and what i want to do once i graduate. its scary and weird to have to think about things like that. moving in together down the road is simple compared to this shit.
then we went to doug and stacys engagement party, seriously growing up wtf?
ive been hanging out with our new neighbor allie a lot lately. shes really sweet and down to earth and isnt working right now which is perfect for when i am home for a random 3 hours in the afternoon between jobs. we went to her friends shabbat dinner and ate challah bread and drank wine and a ton of good foods. b and i hung out with kristin and matt last night and went to watch kindergarten cop on a projector screen at brians friends house, im glad that even with my busy life this summer im finding a good balance between being responsible and having a thriving social life. next weekend is philly and dc trip. i contacted my elementary school friend lauren and hopefully i can meet up with her and see where life has taken her, its been about 10 years so it should be interesting!

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Jun. 25th, 2009 | 02:58 pm

wtf my life just doesnt make any sense!
today while i was driving to my internship i was spacing out and not paying attention. i stopped for a light with another car in front of me but i was looking at a stain on my shirt and took my foot off the break thinking i had more room between the car and mine and boom! i hit hte car infront of me i was going slow so it wasnt too bad however it was hard enough to spill the tea i was holding all over myself and my steering wheel. the light was red but i pulled over a little bit to make sure they were okay but they didnt move. there is a parking lot on teh street to the right of the light so i thought they might pull in there so we could do all the stuff that you do in an accident but she kept going straight, so i followed her we passes a few side streets the whole time with my blinker on and driving slowly on the side to the road and she just kept going finally i realized i cant just follow her all day so i took the next right i could on a side street ever so slowly and drove down it slowly hoping she would catch up to me ...but she didnt . it didnt leave any marks on my car and as far as i could see none on hers either, but i mean really; let me apologize! take my name! are you sure you wont get wiplash tomorrow and need to sue me?? i feel so guilty! and now i think shes gunna track me down or call the cops on me and ill get arrested for a hit and run! eeek! guys start saving your money now so you can bail me out!

before this all happened i have been working for 12 days straight and thats not including working for my unpaid internship counting that i think i can go back weeks of working straight! i havent been feeling too ad about it becasue the weather has been so crappy and basically nightly hangouts on my front porch. i love living here. i love this house.
however becasue im so busy now im putting all my summer plans on hold until august when my internship is over which means august will be stuffed full of crazy.  so far this is what i have planned
JULY 4-5 i have these days off and no plans but im so excited to have a whole weekend off!
JULY 16-19  car trip to  Philly and DC with brian and tim Ive never been to philly so im stoked on that (rob if your down there lets hang!)
AUG 6-10  flying out to LA to spend 4 fucking silly days with Alyson Marie Axler. im actually flying out there with my mom shes going to visit her friend down in huntington beach then ill meet up with mom again to fly back
AUG 15-22  york beach maine for the whole fucking week with a ton of people in a big old house walking distance from the beach.
then i start school on the 24th haha.

we will also still have our house warming party soon, this place needs to be warmed! we are looking into a bounce house.

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Jun. 7th, 2009 | 11:48 am

oh ps. I MADE THE FUCKING DEANS LIST AGAIN! I got graphic design A-
advertising desgin A
photo digital imaging A
water media A-
figure in advertising B
i got a A- in my watermedia class becasue im so good at watercolor!
look what i made!!!!hahaha im so proud of that dumb thing it took me the entire semester to paint that and a jelly fish.

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Jun. 7th, 2009 | 11:39 am

last night brian and i slept in different beds cause his back was hurting him and then got up before i did so i got to wake up to this

awwww
yesterday ruled after i worked from 9-5 i got to hang out and drink malt liquor and eat popcicles and sing the loudest and dance and what everrrr thanks new haven.

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May. 29th, 2009 | 12:36 pm

the harsh realization came and punched me in the face this past week. i will never have a summer vacation again. gone are the days where i can work a 5 hour shift and then sit by the pool until forever. i guess i dont have a lot to worry about seeing that so far this summer has been pretty gross. whatever. i started my internship on tuesday. its from 9-2 monday -thursday and i work from 3-9 monday-thursday and all day friday-sunday at the gap,when they give me the hours. i still have no money and im still tired all the time. the internship is good, not as glamorous as i wish it was but im learning a lot that i wouldn't ever learn in school. yesterday jen moved her cat here. sophie is not pleased but he doesnt seem to even notice her. i hope she gets rid of this bitchy tude and goes back to being adorable. ive gained a lot of weight over the winter and i want to lose it but i just havent been motivated. i told brian to watch me but i think ill just eat well around him and not on my own . most of my friends still havent seen my house. everyone is like yeah! i want to see it but no one is ever willing to come over here.  i sent out rent check here and writing a check that is $125 less than before is so great. last night brian and i went over wes and lori's and we drank fancy wine that i dont know anything about and and hung out then brian and i came back home and sat together in the record room for a few hours. my life !

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May. 22nd, 2009 | 12:20 am

i love living with my boyfriend
i love my cat
i love my roommates and how if im hungry they offer what they are having
i love eating sandwiches out on my giant porch in the afternoon
i love getting soooo sloppy at rudys and how its only a 5 minute drive back home
i love how during my critique in watercolor today some of the most amazing painters in my class said my painting was surreal and dali-like
the future scares the shit outta me but right now im just fine getting by day to day!

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May. 7th, 2009 | 01:48 pm

yesterday was so fucking nuts.
so after class i asked maya to go with me to see king khan and santigold for wesleyans spring fling. so we drive up and i cant get a hold of brian so we drive up park and walk around. i see police everywhere and roped off places but just assume its for the concert. we walk by the eclectic house and everyone is partying and whatever so we hang out around there then i still cant get a hold of brian so we walk to his office and hes like oh someone got shot in the leg the concert is delayed/ canceled no one was sure for now . so maya and i walk down past the red and black cafe and see tons of cops everywhere but we walk past to get lunch. at that point i get a call from brian saying it was a wesleyan girl and she died and the shooter hasnt been caught so be careful. we decided our car was still across the town so it would be better for us to chill out at ion for a bit until we really know whats going on. we eat and leave get back to the car and go home, brian meets up with me and we go out to dinner while getting text messages from wesleyan for the rest of the night telling everyone to stay in their houses with their doors locked. afterwards we go out to cafe 9 and see king khan then back at brians house we find out that this guy is still out and they canceled his work today for fear of this guy. apparently they found his journal in which he describes his hate towards wesleyan and their jewish community. so fucking scary. i never ever felt scared on that campus at all i think a lot of the students have felt this way also.

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